scribBles - unsent letter - 21 jan'09, wed

unsent letter
by B

dear …

lately, i’ve been thinking.
and wondering..
Are all triggers meant to be pulled?
why do guys act like boys and not like men?

is there such thing as
a time for some real talk
and not a small one?

at times
i think you simply treat me
as if i’m just an option
just a f***ed up option
in your lil game.

i’m not asking for too much
am i?
i dont need to be on top of your list
in your S****y list
at all times
yet
is asking for some compromise
a little too much for you?

are all of these
just a phase
just a conquest to you?

i dont like to bleed
and i’m not even close
to hating you.

i guess
i just care that much
that even
this faint heart
hasnt given up yet.

on lone nights such as this
it beats
and it’ll keep on beating
till then
i just have to be contented
and probably
just probably
wait for you again
that’s if
you’ll wait for me as well.
that’s if.
that’s if.

sino ang bata?

aw!! ngaa man? haha

iya ni b? ahaha

aw!! anu cmu aw? haha

iya ni B kag ni sin-o?? haha..

lanabal an kung sin o tatay...

^^KSP ang sa babaw. bwahaha

taga pihak balay namun chu ah..hambal niya, nami kuno puswakan playmate yah..
ateh..gin ubrahan ta scribbles eh...aw. bwahah

ah.. daw grabe gid guro ang nabatyagan sg bata kag nasulatan mu sang daw muna. nyAAhaha...

nag drama?

nag pautwas? bwahah

kilala ko ang tatay!!!

^^^sin-o?

ato ay..wala na kontento. baba baero. baba baero daw siya. sinong may sabi? talaga naman...baw.